I got up (from the 11th of January 2023)

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Wow, I just went downstairs in my Subtle body! What an adventure!

I was taking a morning nap. I found myself heavy, aware, but I knew I was aware but not awake, I knew what was the time and that I'm taking a nap I could feel the slight wetness on my cheek from drooling and just felt so heavy. And I knew it's time! I need to will to get up.

So like in Harry Potter with his broomstick I said to myself "up!" I felt myself heavily oozing out, I got exited as I was hovering, next to my bed above the floor, not flying but yes hovering, and realizing that I just wopped back into body, I felt my body again stronger, but I realized I'm still sleeping.

So again: up! Oozed out and got to the the bedroom door: closed. Say to myself, I know I can do it, and just willed myself through it, effortless. As if I was passing through a wall of water.

Then stairs, boy, I felt heavy trying to walk, but no, I think I was again hovering, seemed natural but I kept of falling face first to the stairs, my body was so heavy. But determined. 

The kitchen. The drier was on, and I noticed how much louder it got when I entered the kitchen, I thought to myself, how realistic!

Hovered to the dining room where piano stands and there were roses!! Lots of them, standing in vases as if I just had a birthday!! White and red, long stems, huge bouquets. Strange, I thought, there were no roses there in real life.

I look at the dining room table and see a small toy on it. I think, it must be a squirrel from the little toy set Agne used to have years ago. I thought I need to pick it up and feel it, it looked fuzzy and I wanted to see if tactile sensation worked. I picked it up no problem, even that my hand was obviously not solid. I squeezed it in my palm and started working out what it is with the tips of my fingers. And it was a chess piece, the Bishop! I knew it was it, it was so realistically hard I felt like my hand was so touching it, I thought I bet when I come back there will be a chess piece in my palm. 

Then I hear the drier again. It moved to the other side of the kitchen and looked different all of a sudden. I knew I want to come back to my body now. I start hovering back up the stairs and think to myself, what a hell am I doing this for, so I just think about my body and whop! I'm back!

I try to feel the chess piece in my hand and nothing. Listening to the drier noise - it's not even on.

But I was there, it all happened just now!! It is the most exiting thing that happened to me maybe even ever!